Suit up and be awesome!

Happy Valentine's day ~

So! As you can see, I finally bought myself some cute powders and blushes. I've been thinking about them alot, but now that I have them I know I did the right choice! They might be a bit expencive for blushes etc, but at least they look very good.

I had to buy tangle teezer for my hair, it's been in a bad shape for a shitty reason.. I've been feeling really ugly lately, and I haven't been going out because of that. It's good that ppl don't expect you to look good at gym, otherwise I would just lie around my apartment... It's been a hell after I finished eating the pills. Hormones, you suck. Also my skin isn't feeling so good, I had to go to a spa to get some treatments done.

I found bamboo carbonsoap, which I'm very eager to try. So far it feels good, it doesn't make my skin too dry. But we'll see!

I've been thinking about trying to save for a trip to Japan soon, if anyone want's to share a room with me at nekotalo, you're very welcome! It'll be cheaper, so, haha :D I might be there for a longer time than last summer, so maybe I should do vblogging from there.

Tunnisteet: BB, ebay, etoinette, etude house, iphone, majolica majorca, makeup, nekotalo, shoes, skincare, tangle teezer

❤ "Happy Valentine's day ~" was Posted On: 2/14/2013 @06:47 | 0 lovely comments ✿

Killer bra and some pretty little things

I really feel like collapsing, I did a pretty hard workout today at the gym! But I'm glad, feels good to really let your steams off. Makeup / wigs really cannot be used to hide your body : |

I hate cellulite, that bastard never seems to let go no matter what.

Low self-esteem, please go away someday. I'd really like to forget every bad name anyone has ever said about me, and now I'm trying finally to go for the big finale on my looks it doesn't help if I remember how bad I was treated just because I used to be bigger and lazyer in middleschool. If I'd win in the lottery, I'd get a nose job, new teeths, jawline surgery, hairtransplant (I love small foreheads, weird.) and eyelid surgery. I cannot let go of how much I hate myself, because I'm so used to it.

And I'm definitely not saying this to get attention / comments or anything, no words could ever take this feeling away. But! Now when I'm working out, I'm doing something really good and I'm getting my energy back. (If someone needs a workout buddy in Tampere, I'd be happy to get to know you.)

Some clothes from ebay and spirits store ! That bralet has been the in my dreams, I love spikes and gold. I also love the gold dots in that sweater(?) even tho it's not warm enough for Finnish winter.